It's all a dream, my dear.

I realised that the older you get, your dream guy just seemed to morphed into a total different dream man as compared to your dream boy when you were in your teens.

When I was a teen, I liked those kind of rebellious/bad boy with unkempt hair and crumpled clothes. And he must be the same age as me or the maximum 3 years older.

Now, my dream man is someone who is at least 5 years older. With a clean cut beard, charming, husky/low voice (oh fuck, that sounds like my art teacher. HAHAHAHA!) and is able to carry a tuxedo or a suit. It'd be nice if he can carry the 'specs' look. Added points for him if he is able to look good/sexy with an undone bow or tie dangling from his collared sleeve top. Oh and most importantly, someone with a stable job and monthly income.

And then you realised, reality sucks. Dream man can never drop on your lap just like that. Boo!